One of my biggest obstacles in my journey to individuation is self-confidence. It’s a sizable issue in my everyday decisions. There are things that I have done in my life that I could have excelled at. What happened instead is that I could not stop second-guessing myself. So, I’m going to stop explaining myself. I’m going to do and achieve and stop talking.

You see, for those like me, perpetually up in the clouds, deed is a difficult thing. Whether it be fear of failure or unwillingness to step out of the comfort zone, things don’t get done. My word doesn’t mean much, even to myself. Therefore, there must be a conscious shift in perception and action. Set the task, complete the mission, sign it off, move on to the next one.

I know there are others that have the same or similar issue. All I can say is that it is time for me to step into my own and command the reality around me to be the way I know it must be. This shit ain’t easy, I’ve barely scratched the surface. But I will no longer lay down and let life beat me like a slave. Pain can be managed and so can stress. All that needs to be done is to convert it into fuel so that I can keep on driving down that road. And when I get to Thunderdome? I’m not fucking around. I’m just gonna burn the place down and keep driving.